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Monday, May. 23, 2005 - 9:43 AM
LOOKING BACK
Looking back at this after 18 months of absence
Made me realize I was one sadly depressed kid
It's my inconsistency
My lack of commitment
It's everything else in the world I depend on
I'm not good enough to change the world
Just keep waiting for the world to change me
The world is the only thing that keeps me balanced
That is why I am who I am...
Passive
Reluctant
Lacking emotion
Obsessive compulsive
Unable to see through one's eyes
Unable to understand how they feel
Afraid of losing options
Love picks me up
And brings me down
And picks me up again
And brings me down again
And picks me up again
And brings me down again...
You know how that goes
If I could live in Diaryland, I would
Some of the songs I've written
I don't even know how they go anymore...
